Thank You, God, I Am Cool Enough!

最近一直心情比较郁闷，工作又忙得不可开交。我的工作忙，都忙了快三年了，还没有缓过劲来。郁闷！好在我很喜欢我的工作，热情十足。按老爸的说法, 忙，也是自作自受了。 好久没有在家里兴风作浪，折腾一下。今天早上起来，边做瑜珈，边想做点早餐松饼犒劳一下自己吧。

我呢？或者说是想要物尽其用，或者实话实说是极尽折腾之本性，一定要对我的松饼早餐花样翻新。用做小甜饼的模具来做松饼。模样是有那么点意思，但纯粹费力不讨好。不予推荐。

这个松饼嘛，超简单。连厨艺101都谈不上。不过，要是谈到摄影技巧呢，一夜成材的捷径就是买个好相机了。嘻嘻，洋洋得意。。。

Haven't been in a great mood recently. It is what it is, and I've tried my best. This morning, I woke up and could not help wondering - what if I really feel happier these days than before? Boyfriendless, but happier in a way that I can truly be myself? Gosh! This thought totally made me feel taken aback, big time.

Blair and I went to lunch one day and chatted about the recently challenges each of us had at work and at home.

Marsha:"(Sigh)...You know when I need God to work on some overtime schedule for me, he is taking on vacation on me."
Blair:"What do you mean? You just had a great year at work."
Marsha:"Yeah...Work, friendship, family, everything goes great, but relationship goes to hell. "
With a big and sincere smile on his face, Blair said encouragingly:"Marsha, Hey, you cannot get everything going for you. That's not possible. Whatever challenges God put in front us is to help build our character."
Marsha:"Hmm, makes sense. But, what if I want to tell God, thank you, I think I am really cool enough, please give me a break?!"
(Both laughing out loud)

Blair, my co-worker and friend, is a solid character. I have never seen him showing any signs of frustration and anger even under the most frustrating, stressful and intimidating situation. It has been a blessing to work and joke with him.